i need determination

sometimes we are not allow to make any mistake in life. once we do a wrong decision, we have to go on with it no matter we like it or not. just like my blog, i thought of changing the blog picture for fun, but it had came to the "point of no return" when i realized that i cannot change back the previous picture. so i forced to change the template and font colours for that mistake. perhaps it is time to get a new look for my blog (though i rarely update it now), and yet, the great things are always came from mistakes, as long as we didn't defeated and discouraged by the mistake, we will surely make a difference. actually i'm now a bit confuse with my future, and also confuse with my current situation. i think i really need a solid philosophy to guide my way now.. i keep making mistakes and it brings me fear. how long do i need to get through all my uncertainty? does every final semester's student feel the same i feel now? how can i get the courage to move forward again? the more i possess, the more i fear of losing it. is that the reason why i do not dare to move on? we have to be brave when we are "nothing", so i should put down all the burdens and ego to move on, shouldn't i? and what is wrong to face people's critics when i am really wrong? i should face the truth rather than escaping from the reality.. i have to admit it that i'm getting weak nowadays.. but i'll never agree that i'll be weak forever. just give me some time, and i'll be back.. into a strong girl.. =) but all i need now is the courage to make determination.. sigh... =p