with grace, for grace

it's ady 9th feb! grace is gonna leave us few days later. i felt really.. erm.. actually i really don't know what should i feel. i should feel happy for her as she got the chance to explore herself oversea. but at the same time, i felt like a bit lost. she's the person i depend the most in choir.
yesterday night grace, qiyan, karking, hsin ni and i have had a dinner + movie session at timesquare. at first we thought to have only a chating session as we might not have much chance to talk to grace after this. but then we changed our plan. we decided to go for a movie as well. after movie it's about 11.30pm already. while waiting for grace's friend to come fetch her for her next round of gathering, we took photo at timesquare main entrance. don't know why while taking photo i felt really heavy. i tried to grab every nice scene to take photo with her.. opps.. is with all.. then her friend came. i asked for a hug before she leave. hmm.. now only i realised i didn't hug her since my last GFG camp. now might be the last time for this 2 years. shit.. then i received her message while i'm on the way home. shit.. it made me more heavy to let her go. it sound like we'll never meet each other before she leave. but i told her we'll still got chance. hehe.. it's another secret plan from us.
anyway, for me i think she would felt more heavy than us. cos for us, we only unable to see grace for two years. but for her, she might not have much chance to see us before she graduate. she gotta adapt with the whole new environment and start again a new in australia. however, i believe that it will be another victory experience for her. that's grace! a tough girl fulled with determination. never have a step backward once she decided. that's why i admire her a lot. and that's the reason she can earn so many people's respect and love..
grace, i'll miss you and will still love you. you'll always be in my top 5 list! all the best for your study and new life in aus! love you! muack! =)